One morning while struggling to get my
then three year old daughter ready for church, she looked up at me and stated,
“Mom, I don’t want to go and do the things the Lord commands!” At that moment I could completely relate to my
daughter. There have been times since,
that those words, spoken with exasperation, have entered my own thoughts. Sometimes the things that are asked of us seem
hard, or too much. It is during those
times I have to turn to one of the things I truly believe. I believe the Lord will provide a way for us
to accomplish the things that He has asked us to do.
From the time I was young, I learned this
concept through song lyrics and scriptures. “I know the Lord provides a way, He wants me
to obey!” It was not until I was older
that I was given opportunities to really test this concept out. When my husband and I were asked if my
youngest brother could come and live with us, we did not know if we were up to
the task. He was frequently bullied and
my parents felt like he needed a fresh start somewhere. We were worried about being able to handle his
emotional needs while also raising our own young family. My brother’s heart was still raw from
mistreatment; His sense of self- worth was diminished to nothing. Through much prayer we realized that the Lord
wanted us to take my brother in.
It has been nearly six years since my
brother graduated from high school and moved back home. He spent a year and a
half living with us. That time was a
blessing to both our family and to him. My
husband and I learned so much from the experience. The Lord provided us with the abilities and
extra love that were needed to care for him. Our hearts grew as we saw situations and understood
more fully what he was going through. We
were able to give our own three children the continued love and support that
they needed from us. My brother’s
testimony grew as he was able to share his gospel knowledge with those around
him. He had never lived in an area that
was not saturated with people of his faith.
His confidence grew as people were drawn to him and the light that he
had. The Lord provided a way for all of
us.
At this time in my
life, I am staring again at an experience that seems outside of my abilities. I can feel the internal struggle as my mind yells out, “I don’t want to go and do the things that the Lord
commands. I don’t know if I can.” Then my soul speaks soothingly to me and reminds me of the
things that I believe, the things that I know; “The Lord will provide a way”. The blessings will
certainly come as I need them and I will be shown the way.
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