In Defense of the Family
Tuesday, July 19, 2016
I Was Sad for Her
I was at the grocery store yesterday morning picking up some donuts and chocolate milk as a special treat. I wanted to surprise my five children and my four nieces and nephews that were visiting us for the weekend. We don't get to see cousins very often. We don't live close to family on my side or my husband's side. It is always a treat when we get to have family visit.
While sitting at the checkout counter thinking about the kids' smiles when they saw the donuts, I overheard two of the store employees talking. The younger of the two was recently married and was telling the other lady that she and her new husband did not want to have children. My heart immediately hurt for this young woman. Literally, my heart ached.
Raising my children is the most challenging thing that I have ever done and will ever do in my life. I can't even begin to know what lies ahead of us in the next 15 to 20 years of their lives. However, I will never regret bringing these children into the world and into my life. Because of my children I know how to serve with complete love. I have more patience and compassion. It is a blessing that I can't always be thinking about myself. I must take care of the needs of the five people that depend on me.
It is a blessing to see my children succeed. It is amazing to watch them overcome challenges. They make me a better person, truly. I pray for them, I cry for and with them. I have been extremely frustrated with each one of them. There have been times I have hid in my room with the door locked and wondered how I could continue on. I always do, because I have to. They need me.
I am extremely aware that there are those people who are unable to have children themselves. The Lord has a plan for everyone. For those that can have children and choose not to, I am sad for you. You can't even comprehend what you are denying yourselves. I can not describe it to you fully.
In "The Family- A Proclamation to the World", it states,
"THE FIRST COMMANDMENT that God gave to Adam and Eve pertained to their potential for parenthood as husband and wife. We declare that God’s commandment for His children to multiply and replenish the earth remains in force. We further declare that God has commanded that the sacred powers of procreation are to be employed only between man and woman, lawfully wedded as husband and wife."
We live in a day and age where people are way too concerned about "self". Too much is centered on what "I deserve". If we took half of the time that people thought about themselves and dedicated to serving and loving others, including our children, what an amazing world this would be.
Thursday, July 14, 2016
The Lord Looks on the Heart
The day happened seven years ago. I can still clearly picture myself sitting
behind the steering wheel in my hot minivan in the parking lot of the church. The air was stagnant inside, as it sometimes
is, when a car sunbathes atop asphalt for a few hours. My kids and I were waiting for my youngest
brother, Jeff, to come out to the car after our Sunday meetings. Jeff opened the front passenger side door and
jumped up onto the seat. He immediately turned his face away from me. “What’s
wrong?” was my instant response to the heaviness that seemed to surround him.
Jeffrey was seventeen years old at the
time and always had drama of some kind surrounding him. After being teased and
bullied at the schools where he was from, my parents decided it would be best
if he moved and started fresh somewhere else. I happened to live across the
country with my own little family and I was the most reasonable solution. While
the arrangement seemed to be working out, there were certainly challenges.
My brother turned his head slightly toward
me and mumbled something about being fine. In the brief moment that he was
facing me I saw the tears in his eyes and the look of someone trying to hold it
together. “You are obviously not fine.” I quickly responded, feeling a little
exasperated. The big sister in me wanted to fix everything for him.
Jeff finally let the hurt burst from him
as he explained the scene that had just taken place. One of his church leaders
had pulled him aside to give him some “helpful tips”. He let Jeff know that if
he would just walk in a more masculine way and talk in a more masculine way,
people would not make fun of him or tease him.
To some that might not seem like such a
big deal. For my baby brother, Jeffrey, it was a direct hit to his self-esteem.
He had worked so hard to fit in to this new place. He just wanted to be
accepted for who he was. He didn’t want to try to be who everyone else thought
he should be. It was all physically exhausting. To hear those words from an
adult, a person who he thought he could trust, was even more shattering. The
very way he walked and talked told people that he was not “masculine”.
I couldn’t just sit there and let this
happen. I handed my keys over to the crushed young man and told him to take the
kids home, I had to talk to Jeff’s leader. He mildly protested out of
embarrassment. I told him that I would take care of it and sent him on his way.
I am sure he cringed as he watched me march into the building. What he couldn’t
see was the desperate prayer I was sending up on his behalf and on mine.
As I walked into the church building I
quickly scanned the area inside the doors. My good friend, Sherise, was
visiting with a group of people nearby. Her son was friends with Jeff, and she
knew him well. I approached her and quietly asked her if she could help me. My
intention was not to corner the man that made the comments, but to have someone
with me that would have a calming presence. I hurriedly explained the situation
before seeking out Jeff’s leader.
It
didn’t take me long to track him down. I was trembling a little and obviously
upset. I am sure my request to meet with him was startling. We ducked into a
side room and sat down. Sherise walked behind me and stood with her hands on my
shoulders. I felt her strength and support instantly.
With slow tears coming down my face I
explained to this man that my brother was hurting. I told him that Jeff had a
history of being bullied and just wanted to be accepted. While his comments to
my brother were intended to be helpful, they did not come from a place of love
or understanding. This man did not fully comprehend my words at that moment,
but I could see that he was considering them. I went home and considered my words as well. Many times I had made comments to my brother
that I told myself were helpful, when in reality were not coming from a place
of love or understanding.
A few months went by and Jeff’s leader
apologized to him. He explained that he had not taken the time to get to know
Jeff, but after watching him, could see what a good and caring young man he
was. Jeff and I had already forgiven him, but I know Jeff appreciated his
apology.
That Sunday afternoon a seed was planted
in my heart. Being masculine does not mean that a man plays football and can
lift heavy weights, just like being feminine does not mean that a woman wears
red lipstick and high heels. Being described as masculine or feminine means
that a person honors and respects the divine role of their gender. I needed to
change those cultural definitions in my head so that I could more fully love my
brother. This lesson has stayed with me
and I am grateful for it. I have learned
to look past the stereotypes of our culture and see that people are trying. The
Lord loves us and does not look on the outward appearance, but looks on the
heart.
Monday, July 4, 2016
Our Country and Religious Freedom
I love the 4th of July. I love celebrating with my family. My parents always taught me to be respectful and grateful for the blessing of living in this country. They also taught me that freedom really does not come without a price. There are people and families that have made large sacrifices so that we can have the freedom that we enjoy today.
The pilgrims came to this country because they were looking for religious freedom. They wanted to be able to worship the way that they chose.
As part of the doctrine of our church we are taught;
We claim the privilege of worshiping Almighty God according to the dictates of our own conscience, and allow all men the same privilege, let them worship how, where, or what they may.
I was recently told about a friend's sister who currently lives in Saudi Arabia. Their home is bugged. They are not able to say the word "Jesus" in their home. They can not sing religious songs with their children at home. They are only allowed one set of scriptures. Their phones are checked regularly for apps that the government feels are not appropriate. Learning these things gave me an even greater appreciation for my religious freedom.
I am so very grateful that I can teach my children. I am thankful that we can have religious discussions, and that my kids are free to ask the questions that they have. I am grateful for uplifting music in my home. I am grateful for family prayer and scripture reading. I am grateful that I can turn to scripture when I am feeling sad, upset, or just needing inspiration.
There are those that feel that religious freedom should be done away with. This is a right that we should always defend and speak out for. My heart is full when I think of what my religious freedom has enabled me to become in my life.
Happy Birthday, America. May the Lord bless us all!
The pilgrims came to this country because they were looking for religious freedom. They wanted to be able to worship the way that they chose.
As part of the doctrine of our church we are taught;
We claim the privilege of worshiping Almighty God according to the dictates of our own conscience, and allow all men the same privilege, let them worship how, where, or what they may.
I was recently told about a friend's sister who currently lives in Saudi Arabia. Their home is bugged. They are not able to say the word "Jesus" in their home. They can not sing religious songs with their children at home. They are only allowed one set of scriptures. Their phones are checked regularly for apps that the government feels are not appropriate. Learning these things gave me an even greater appreciation for my religious freedom.
I am so very grateful that I can teach my children. I am thankful that we can have religious discussions, and that my kids are free to ask the questions that they have. I am grateful for uplifting music in my home. I am grateful for family prayer and scripture reading. I am grateful that I can turn to scripture when I am feeling sad, upset, or just needing inspiration.
There are those that feel that religious freedom should be done away with. This is a right that we should always defend and speak out for. My heart is full when I think of what my religious freedom has enabled me to become in my life.
Happy Birthday, America. May the Lord bless us all!
Thursday, June 23, 2016
Protecting Children From Exposure to Pornography
As a mother of
five children I am continuously watching out for those things that will help or
hinder my children’s growth. I want to give them the best chance of succeeding
in this life. A powerful emerging
obstacle to that success for all children is increasing access to pornography.
Viewing pornography has been named a public health crisis and is affecting our
children in large numbers. Many
petitions have been created to ask our government to give us the option of
opting out of receiving pornographic sites through our internet service
providers. These petitions never get enough signatures to pass. Our society
needs to understand the impact pornography is having on this new generation and
make the necessary changes to protect their future.
While there are
those that argue pornography is a normal part of life, and even an expression
of art, many doctors, scientists, and psychologists are speaking out and
sharing what they know about this harmful addiction. In 2004, Dr. Jeffrey
Satinover, M.S.M.D, shared with congress the following thought; “I respectfully
submit to this committee that modern science allows us to see that this is an
illusion: Pornography is mere “expression” only in the trivial sense that a
fall from the Empire State building is a mere stumble—since it’s hitting the
ground that’s fatal. Or, that cigarettes don’t cause cancer, it’s the burning
smoke that’s the problem.”
Dr. Satinover goes
on to describe how viewing pornographic images produces a chemical in the brain
that acts like a drug more addicting and harmful than heroin. There has been a staggering increase in the
number of kids under the age of twelve viewing pornographic images. In 2015,
the BBC News reported, “of 700 kids, one in five had seen pornographic images
that had shocked and disturbed them.” This
increase has come with the advent of the internet. Children are learning about
sex through powerful images while their brains are still growing. Long before a
first kiss or a first dance, they have watched men and women act out in
violent, degrading behaviors, all in the name of sexual intimacy. How are these
children expected to grow up and have healthy relationships with the people
around them? Numerous studies find they do not.
Kids grow up
feeling like they can never have a normal girlfriend or boyfriend. Even their
friendships at school are affected by their desire to be at home, by
themselves, watching more pornography to feed their addiction. We must protect our children from these
experiences, at least until they are old enough to differentiate right from
wrong.
In 2013, areas of
Europe required customers to go to their internet service providers to “opt in”
to pornographic content. While this solution did not completely fix the
problem, it dramatically reduced the incidences of children involuntarily
exposed to these images.
Additional ideas to stop the
destructiveness of child exposure to pornography include requiring all
pornography sites to register as .xxx domain. This requirement would allow .xxx
sites to be more effectively filtered using existing technology.
It has been argued
that these types of filters would allow parents to become lazy in their
responsibility of preventing children from viewing sexual images. Statistics
show that one out of five 12 year-olds have been exposed to pornographic videos
and images, revealing parents are already remiss in safeguarding their children.
(BBC News)
It is time to
rally together and make a choice to protect our future generations. We must
take greater responsibility for creating an environment in which our children
may forge more meaningful and fulfilling relationships with others. Now is the
time to make the necessary changes. Ten year-old children should not be acting
out their sexual fantasies. Sexual violence and assaults should not be part of
a young person’s daily viewing. We must make the choice to free them from this
destructive addiction by requiring Internet Service Providers to give
households an opt-in/ opt-out choice for pornography access. Those who hide
behind declarations of freedom of speech are thinking only of themselves. We
are fighting for a future generation’s freedom from an addiction that, as other
addictions, destroys a child’s freedom to live a normal life.
Sunday, June 12, 2016
Questioning
I have been taught that in the life before
this one we were presented with a plan which would allow us to progress. We
were given the option to follow the plan or to reject it. This was a big
decision for us to make. The consequences of our choice would be eternal. I
believe that the Lord allowed us to ask questions and gave us some time to
think it all through. The Lord wanted us
to understand and be confident in the choice that we were making. That pattern
continues on the earth today. We are encouraged to ask questions and seek the
answers with faith.
Gordon B Hinkley said; “As a Church, we
encourage gospel scholarship and the search to understand all truth.
Fundamental to our theology is belief in individual freedom of inquiry,
thought, and expression. Constructive discussion is a privilege of every
Latter-day Saint.” In the Book of
Mormon, Moroni promises us that if we study, ponder, and ask the Lord if the
Book of Mormon is true, we will receive an answer. Before we ask we must have a question. Elder Russell shared this thought with a
group of youth; “You will hear allegations that the Church is
‘anti-intellectual.’ … You are the greatest evidence to refute such
an erroneous statement. Individually, you have been encouraged to learn and to
seek knowledge from any dependable source.”
If this is true, then why do some people feel as if their questions lead
to excommunication?
In an Ensign article published in
March of 2015, Adam Kotter explained the difference between doubting and
questioning.
“Sincere questions are those asked with “real intent” (Moroni 10:4) to better understand and more
fully obey the will of the Lord. A sincere questioner continues to be obedient while searching for
answers. By contrast, I have seen that when people doubt their
beliefs, they often suspend their commitment to commandments
and covenants while waiting for answers. The doubter’s posture is
generally to withhold obedience or limit it, pending resolution of the
doubts.” If this is the case, the
person who is doubting is actually separating themselves from the Spirit as
they are seeking for answers. Without the Spirit there to testify and protect
them, it seems a person would inevitably move further away from the gospel.
Satan will find every opportunity to separate us from what is right and
true. Questioning and seeking answers is
encouraged; doubting and turning away from the Lord is discouraged. How should
we handle doubts and questions in our own lives?
We need to remember that having questions is normal and right. We
are encouraged to seek out answers to our questions and turn to the Lord. When
the prophet or apostles speak we have been asked to pray to know for ourselves
if what has been said is true. We should always be studying, pondering, and
praying. If we find ourselves having doubts we need to hold tight to the
covenants that we have made as we try to work through those doubts. Search to
find what the questions are behind the doubts, and sincerely pray to find
answers. If we follow this counsel, as Moroni said, “…by
the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things.”
Tuesday, June 7, 2016
Our Responsibility
Quoted from "The Family: A Proclamation to the World"
"HUSBAND AND WIFE have a solemn responsibility to love and care for each other and for their children. “Children are an heritage of the Lord” (Psalm 127:3). Parents have a sacred duty to rear their children in love and righteousness, to provide for their physical and spiritual needs, and to teach them to love and serve one another, observe the commandments of God, and be law-abiding citizens wherever they live. Husbands and wives—mothers and fathers—will be held accountable before God for the discharge of these obligations."
There is so much in that paragraph I could discuss. There are so many extremely important responsibilities that are not being taken seriously. The first thing mentioned is that, "Husband and wife have a solemn responsibility to love and care for each other and for their children."
The world today does not feel that it is our responsibility to love our spouse, many people feel it is something that should be earned. I made promises to my husband when I married him that I would love him. It is my responsibility to keep my promises.
I am aware that there are situations that require divorce; abuse of any kind, pornography addictions that can not be overcome, extensive cheating... However, the "no fault" divorce is something that is becoming far too common. What does this do to children who no longer have that stability?
I am grateful that I am married to someone who is willing to work as hard as I am to stay married. I know that we have both been upset with each other over various things in our marriage. I also know that we both work hard to love and forgive. I am grateful for parents that taught me marriage is a lot of work, but it is also worth the work.
My husband and I also stress to our children how important it is that he and I spend time together alone. We make sure that we go on dates and have conversations about life. It is in those moments that we remember how much we LIKE each other.
It is our responsibility to provide a loving home for our children. That includes loving our spouse.
"HUSBAND AND WIFE have a solemn responsibility to love and care for each other and for their children. “Children are an heritage of the Lord” (Psalm 127:3). Parents have a sacred duty to rear their children in love and righteousness, to provide for their physical and spiritual needs, and to teach them to love and serve one another, observe the commandments of God, and be law-abiding citizens wherever they live. Husbands and wives—mothers and fathers—will be held accountable before God for the discharge of these obligations."
There is so much in that paragraph I could discuss. There are so many extremely important responsibilities that are not being taken seriously. The first thing mentioned is that, "Husband and wife have a solemn responsibility to love and care for each other and for their children."
The world today does not feel that it is our responsibility to love our spouse, many people feel it is something that should be earned. I made promises to my husband when I married him that I would love him. It is my responsibility to keep my promises.
I am aware that there are situations that require divorce; abuse of any kind, pornography addictions that can not be overcome, extensive cheating... However, the "no fault" divorce is something that is becoming far too common. What does this do to children who no longer have that stability?
I am grateful that I am married to someone who is willing to work as hard as I am to stay married. I know that we have both been upset with each other over various things in our marriage. I also know that we both work hard to love and forgive. I am grateful for parents that taught me marriage is a lot of work, but it is also worth the work.
My husband and I also stress to our children how important it is that he and I spend time together alone. We make sure that we go on dates and have conversations about life. It is in those moments that we remember how much we LIKE each other.
It is our responsibility to provide a loving home for our children. That includes loving our spouse.
Thursday, June 2, 2016
The Lord Will Provide a Way
One morning while struggling to get my
then three year old daughter ready for church, she looked up at me and stated,
“Mom, I don’t want to go and do the things the Lord commands!” At that moment I could completely relate to my
daughter. There have been times since,
that those words, spoken with exasperation, have entered my own thoughts. Sometimes the things that are asked of us seem
hard, or too much. It is during those
times I have to turn to one of the things I truly believe. I believe the Lord will provide a way for us
to accomplish the things that He has asked us to do.
From the time I was young, I learned this
concept through song lyrics and scriptures. “I know the Lord provides a way, He wants me
to obey!” It was not until I was older
that I was given opportunities to really test this concept out. When my husband and I were asked if my
youngest brother could come and live with us, we did not know if we were up to
the task. He was frequently bullied and
my parents felt like he needed a fresh start somewhere. We were worried about being able to handle his
emotional needs while also raising our own young family. My brother’s heart was still raw from
mistreatment; His sense of self- worth was diminished to nothing. Through much prayer we realized that the Lord
wanted us to take my brother in.
It has been nearly six years since my
brother graduated from high school and moved back home. He spent a year and a
half living with us. That time was a
blessing to both our family and to him. My
husband and I learned so much from the experience. The Lord provided us with the abilities and
extra love that were needed to care for him. Our hearts grew as we saw situations and understood
more fully what he was going through. We
were able to give our own three children the continued love and support that
they needed from us. My brother’s
testimony grew as he was able to share his gospel knowledge with those around
him. He had never lived in an area that
was not saturated with people of his faith.
His confidence grew as people were drawn to him and the light that he
had. The Lord provided a way for all of
us.
At this time in my
life, I am staring again at an experience that seems outside of my abilities. I can feel the internal struggle as my mind yells out, “I don’t want to go and do the things that the Lord
commands. I don’t know if I can.” Then my soul speaks soothingly to me and reminds me of the
things that I believe, the things that I know; “The Lord will provide a way”. The blessings will
certainly come as I need them and I will be shown the way.
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